This is a new page in your book of life. Turn the first corner of the rest of your life. Learn to manifest the most amazing experiences in this realm. Learn who you are. Learn and claim your power.

When you hear that calling, feel that pulling its the universe speaking to you. Take time to be quiet and listen. Spiritual journeys can begin in any moment and bring you to a new perspective very quickly.

What do you desire in this life? Do you wish to be famous? Do you wish to be magickal?

Are you even aware of what it is you want? Let’s find out… it’s about your soul, what calls to you.

You can’t truly move on in your journey until you heal. Healing began for me, by FORGIVENESS. I forgave others who had done me wrong, not for them but for the weight I was holding onto.. it was lifted.

Let’s forgive those who have wronged us, or who we believe have wronged us. It’s very important, just like forgiving yourself, that your forgive those who you hold animosity towards because of the past. These negative emotions attached to situations that linger in your mind and aura cause you to lack in your positive manifesting, blocks your growth, blocks your blessings.. These grudges held cause conflict within yourself. Let’s release those now.

I like the mind. It’s so healing.. it’s where all our magick happens.

So to begin with, find a quiet spot, close your eyes and imagine a white room. This room is totally empty, solid white walls and floor, and ceiling. This room is yours, it belongs to you, your new safe haven. This room will always belong to you, and you claim this space by walking over to each wall, and you write your name on each one, in big bold letters.. decorate your space as peaceful as you can.. put a cozy chair in the room, you can imagine that this room is filled with the holy light, the Angels come here to help you heal. Imagine this room is so peaceful, you never want to leave. Then know, that since you have created this room in your mind, you own it forever, it will only go away if you make it.

You sit down in your comfy chair and you notice a beautiful basket on the floor next to you. This basket is filled with an unlimited amount of stuffed red hearts. You’re holding a gold marker.. it’s writes in beautiful golden love! In from of you, a door opens and a line begins coming in. You remain calm, this is what you’re here for. None of these peoples energies can effect you. You’re in control here, you’re protected here.

This line of people, is all the people who have ever broke your heart, hurt you physically, allowed you to feel less of a person. These are the ones you are here to forgive. As the first person walks up to you, you reach down, grab a heart, and write the words “I forgive you” on the stuffed heart. You stand up, and look this person in the eyes, and hand it to them. You tell them, in the kindest, sweetest voice, with so much understanding that you forgive them.

You do this for each person In the line. Each person receives a heart and you look them in the eyes, and say those words. As the last person approaches you, you see the door close, and they begin to exit out of another door on the other side of the room. This door is big, and engraved with lovely roses and trinkets.. it’s big and solid, it’s powerdul. Walking through this door, brings about transformation and healing. This is the door to opportunity, the door to love, the door to growth and healing. As each person exits, you wish them the most peace and healing.

When you are finished doing all the forgiving, and everyone has left your room, make sure you take time to feel the emotions as you sit in your chair. Feel the energy that comes with doing this. Feel the air change around you as negativity is transformed into love.

Sitting here thinking, and this year has been the most terribly incredible thunderstorm of love and pain. The last six months have brought so many lessons and so many blessings that I have to actually try to remember the hard times. I’m honoured to have reached this type of healing.

I get asked alot how did I get to this point?

Self love! I stood up and said no more, I wouldn’t take the hate spit at me, I wouldn’t submit my daughter to it. We hadn’t been in that situation too long, but the months prior to Arizona were less than fantastic.

Self Love. Self Knowledge. Self Awareness. Do you know your worth? Do you know what you are? Science has proven it, a fractal of God/Source/Light.

Wouldn’t it make sense that it you are a piece of God then, that you could shape and shift things to your desire? Well actually, yes. The law of attraction.

So then, if you know what you are and what you’re capable of, how do you get past the programming you obtained through years and years of lives on this planet so that you can begin to use your magick to your advantage?

You feel. You quit hiding from those emotions you push aside everything they surface. Molested as a child? Feel the pain, forgive that inner child within you. Abused and neglected? Feel it. It’s ok… This is how you heal. You can’t heal what you cant feel.. this is why it’s important to pay attention to your triggers. Everyone gets upset at one point or another. What upsets you? Why? Where does it come from? Be honest.. don’t lie to yourself anymore. When you have that feeling, that emotion, that pain in your head, you’ve thought about it and figured it out, take your hand and wipe it back from your forehead to the back of your neck, literally wiping the pain away. Can figure out where it’s coming from, get a pendulum, get a deck of cards… Can’t use them? Learn.. how important is your healing? How important is your peace? Is it worth working for?

Solitude. Be alone and be happy with yourself. If you can’t make yourself happy, no one else can make you happy, and you can make no one else happy. Happiness comes from within, it comes from love and joy. You have all you need within you, all the answers. Be alone and find them. Mediation! Is key!

We each have our own path, your mission, your objective here may be very different than most. I chose my path, and it’s worked well for me. So the things I share with you are based off my reality, my healing, my experiences, and my Love. So if it resonates that is wonderful..

My mission is to bring you peace. When I can make it through everything standing tall, and hold my head high through the criticsm, I have reached my goals. I want to be able to feel my emotions, but not have them control me. I want to be able to have you do the same because I know how much it helps me. 🙏

I like the mind. It’s so healing.. it’s where all our magick happens.

Ready to forgive yourself? This is powerful and even just reading it, begins the process subconsciously.

First, you have to understand that you have been blinded and lied to, and let down, and hurt and your actions were actions taken before you were aware of the things you know now. Just like forgiving a friend who is unaware of something, you can forgive yourself.

It’s important to forgive yourself so you can make room for the better, brighter you! It allows for release of things that you no longer need to carry with you. It also makes forgiving others alot easier.

So to begin with, find a quiet spot, close your eyes and imagine a white room. This room is totally empty, solid white walls and floor, and ceiling. This room is yours, it belongs to you, your new safe haven. This room will always belong to you, and you claim this space by walking over to each wall, and you write your name on each one, in big bold letters.. decorate your space as peaceful as you can.. put a cozy chair in the room, you can imagine that this room is filled with the holy light, the Angels come here to help you heal. Imagine this room is so peaceful, you never want to leave. Then know, that since you have created this room in your mind, you own it forever, it will only go away if you make it.

You notice a mirror on the wall across the room. You get up, and walk over to it. It’s beautiful and ancient. It has a gorgeous golden frame that feels like pure love. This mirror isn’t just any mirror.. you look at you and see a miraculous new you! A person you don’t know yet. Your higher self. She/he is looking back at you, and you see her change, she becomes the child you once were. The child who allowed things to happen that you didn’t like, just bc you felt like it was the only way. You see the sister/brother you were, you see the teenager you were, you see the mother/father/aunt/uncle you used to be. You see the things you did, the things you’re not so proud of.. and you see the you that was last year, and then months ago… This person is ever growing and changing for the better. You’re becoming the you that you wish to be.

So take time now, to look into your eyes.. and say these words “I forgive you, I forgive you totally and completely for anything you did before this point. I forgive you for not using your voice and saying no, I forgive you for not being there when someone needed you, I forgive you for self sabotaging behavior.. I forgive you.”

Then, take time to breathe. Relax, hold yourself metaphorically.. hug the inner child that you wish you could have protected. Feel her/his pain and heal it in this moment. Show yourself love, and accept that love from yourself. Embrace the GOD/GODDESS that you are. Stand In your power from this point on. Become the person you have been working to become for so long. Rise from the ashes and feel the love and the magic you have within you. 🖤

After you do this meditation… (Yes again)

I want you to say outloud;
While you hold your hand over your heart:

I love me, I love me. I love every ounce of me. I love my body. I love my life. I love my mind. I love my smile. I love every cell this body holds. I love my soul. I love my eyes. I forgive myself, for how I have been lately, and in the past. I forgive me for all those things that happened before this moment. I am sorry, and I will change from this point on.

🗝️ I am.

I am a star, a soul, light manifested.. hue-man..

I am also grounded, biological, centered..

I float in the ether, and I lay in the grass.

Embrace your Hue-Man, and your soul, for you are both.

Balance these, and both light and dark..

And live in the now. 🖤

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