Expectations. What do you hold others up to? What standards do you set for yourself?

I’ll share my thoughts on expectations … They cause you pain. Waiting on someone to do stand up to anything you expect of them, will only make you miserable.

Let that shit go.

I don’t have expectations of others. By this I don’t mean, I don’t expect others to take accountability or responsibility for thier own actions, contracts, or parenting. When it comes to my direct household, I do have expectations, but I don’t hold attachment to those expectations.

Expecting someone out in public, to be respectful… This is something I don’t do. I’m never suprised when I see the rudness and ugliness in the world. For some reason, it’s all old news. No expectations of humans with your free will, temptations, and simple immediate pleasures.

How then, do you ask, do I let this go? Well, have you been let down before? Have you had someone you expected to come through, break your heart? You’re can see the desire to release yourself from that emotion, yes?

But, have you also done those things? Have you been that person who was using someone for money, Loved someone bc they looked good and we’re popular?

I know I have sat back and replayed things over in my head. And I’ve come to see over these last few years, that I was not innocent in my actions throughout the years.

I now hold Myself to standards and morals and values that I love my day to day life by… I am honest. To a fault I am honest. Maybe when some think it wouldn’t benefit, I’m still truthful… This is bc I lived a life lying to myself. I lived a life saying woe is me, it’s not my fault.. I’m not responsible. And I know there are many out there, still doing this. I don’t expect honesty out of others, but it’s a nice blessing to see when it’s present.

I am loyal. No question there. But I don’t expect loyalty from others. I was once not so loyal. We each have our own path. This Understanding allows me to release the need to receive any emotion attached to this.

I am pure hearted. I do the things I do out of love. I don’t explain myself, or try to do things to impress others. I am Love. I operate from love. But, at one time I was not pure hearted. Not intentionally, but greedy, looking out for me. Trying to make ends meet and using others to do so. Therefore I understand why people are selfish and greedy.

Understanding will bring peace.


I saw what most consider God once. There’s not a man, sitting on a throne, making angels bow to him constantly. God appeared to me, in the midst of a ritualistic cleansing. I felt and knew I had gone to hell in those minutes. I saw and felt what I knew as Hell. Fire wasn’t present though, nothing of the sort. Just darkness, grey and black and red. I remember calling on Him to save me. And he appeared as something almost just like the pic below. A beautiful, golden light, a picture or slide show it might seem, of nothing but peace and love. After that moment my life changed forever. I gave my soul to the light to fight evil for eternity. My God/Goddess/Source showed me the truest of mercy when my soul needed it most, I called and there IT was. Floating closer until I couldn’t move and was paralyzed in glory. People who tell me that darkness doesn’t exist often find hollow ears here.. not to be rude at all. Reality is subjective to our perspective. My experience in this life has far surpassed my expectations. 💚❤️🌍🌲🙏


I Am,

The most powerful words you can speak.

Let me humble you a bit,

To what I believe.

I am The lady in the grocery store, who can’t afford the milk. Eyes telling you she’s afraid to go home.

I am the child, staring back at myself, starving and fearful. Afraid of what the next day may not bring.

I am that elderly lady, who lives alone on your block. Afraid to open her door at night.

I am that Soldier, who can no longer think straight.

I am that teenager, running away from home.

I am that Cop, shooting first and asking questions later,

I am that nurse, crying with her feet and back aching, while she works to save others.

I am the orphans, alone and afraid.

I am the Native American, Black, Hispanic ethnicities that have been so hurt at the hands of evil.

I am the lost, the Hurt, the stolen and meek. I am the heart that beats within.

I am the daughter and son who aren’t good enough, I am the baby born of misfortune.

I am You and You are me, each reflecting what needs to be seen.

It’s up to us, as we are Gods, to change this world and find peace. It’s up to us, to find common ground and stand against hate.

Your Path

A thought. You’re never on the wrong path. Your path leads you to lessons and tests, or peace, no matter where it takes you. There is no wrong choice, save hurting someone intentionally. ..

We walk at our own pace, through this life, making the best of it. We learn things as we need to in the time we need to or its presented to us again, most times, more intense than before.

This thought is sparked by a conversation I had, that said, (and I quote) we must raise the rest of humanity to 5D.

No, we must not. They must take steps on their own to get to their end result. You cannot push someone down a path, and not allow them to learn.. I ascended in June I believe, and helped several come to the realization that life is what you make it since then. But you can only lead a horse to water. I only plant seeds. That’s all anyone can do, so why then, do you push so hard for perfection when all of life is perfect, balanced, and beautiful?

Live and Let Live

This life is yours to live.

Don’t let anyone tell you that being sad or down is a bad thing, damn sure dont let them tell you that it makes them sad. Our emotions come from within us. We are responsible for our own feelings and no one else’s. We are water, and the moon effects us just like the tides. We are also balanced, and when we are happy alot, we must experience lows.

The key is to know when you need a break from the high life, loving vibes that you strive for. We all get drained when it’s time to wind down. Listen to your body. You’re not tired for no reason. Allow for balance. When you’re low get bubble baths and light candles. It’s the most important time for self love.

It’s also worth taking note that you should only stay low or in a sad state as long as you need that rest or healing. Make affirmations to make yourself happy when you know it’s been too long. The average low mood should only last a few hours to maybe 1 day.

Past Lives

Poll: 1. Do you know your past lives?

2. Were you a bad or good person in a past life?

3. How does that relate to this life?

I believe I had a past life in the 1400s where I killed a man, and his wife; a lesson that carried on into this life. I was a bad bad witch, I had a black cat that I remember plain as day. I remember the time distinctly. The dream I had was also dissected during a mushroom trip when asking, who am I?

I was shown..

I read something that said… your parents in this life are a direct reflection the energy you left on this planet when you died in the past life. You must be conceived into the same vibration and learn from your mistakes.

I was born into this life, in a family laden with abuse. It doesn’t surprise me at all to hear this info.

What do you think about this?

Sex Magick

“Breathe deep” my inner voice spoke so clearly and my body went limp. Relax. Breath. Flow.

A golden ankh appeared in my mind’s eye. The power and sacred symbol showing me my power in this Now.

His tongue sliding around my inner thighs, his hands filling my body with love, in this moment.. he was mine. My God, My Submissive. He sipped every bit of my divinity drop by drop, worshipping my yoni with great care.

He made love to my soul, inhaling my love, through my most precious and sacred of body parts.

Breath deep.

I felt my energy flowing and I relaxed in that moment… my body falling so fast into ecstasy.. stars filled my eyes and I was one with the universe, one with the sun. I saw sun shining down on me, the very breath of light that is me became a The Goddess I am.

One with the universe.
One with the sun.

My body, relaxed and limp flowed with rainbow light and love and magick.. into his head as I guided his mouth my hands.

My body became the darkness and stars were shining bright… my soul swirled with passion and love for the God who brought me this magical moment of great, healing, love.

Time stood still, the oceans sang, the wind fell. All that is and was exploded within me. He is the truth.

Divine Truth and Magick

How do you view sexuality?

I feel like this. I won’t allow anyone to claim me as theirs, bc I know the power that gets taken from me within those beliefs. I believe we love others as we wish, sexually or otherwise as long as it’s pure and honest, and we move along with our own purpose. I should be able to love anyone and everyone, and if I want to experience sexual experiences with them, I should be able to without losing my power. So, in essence. I believe sex is a very sacred practice that has been used and abused to trap humans in cycles and demonic activity. Sex is something that souls EXPERIENCE. It should be made as so. It should be for intention. Not blindly. It’s magick. Having sexual experiences without intent is like casting blind.

Sex is an energy exchange, made to create things.. the reason we create babies during this time. Sex manifesting is the most real form of manifesting because chemicals are different in your brain. So when you engage in sex with just anyone, you’re asking for problem. This is why sexual crimes cause such problems for us. It’s literally manifesting hate into our being.

Sexual healing is a real thing, and it can effect your fertility. If you have been through hard sexual trauma, not having a baby is normal. If you do some intense healing, you will be able to conceive.

In this life, we all find those to teach us lessons, to make us see truths.. these people are most important on our journey.

But there comes a time when a Goddess finds her Match.

The rest of this life will be spent with a God. He won’t have superficial ideas, or talk about others. He won’t be ran by ego or fear.

He won’t degrade or look down on others.

He won’t hurt or lie to others.

He will walk in truth. His head held high beside his Goddess. I won’t settle again.

And I Will be All He Needs.

Beware the traps. This has been coming to me. I am communicating more and more with source and less with angels. The messages I’m getting, are explaining traps of this life. “The enemy” as so many like to call it… Whoever and whatever it may be… Has many traps. Spiritual traps as well. This life is about experience, observation and love. We are in a school some say, in a game some say, in a matrix some say… Guess what? I’m in a chair, in a house, in a life. I don’t care about the rest. The infinite NOW is what truly brings about peace. I won’t try to focus and manifest my best life and stress over whether the sky is blue or pink. I AM living in the Now. I hereby decree that I release my soul fr any and ALL agreements and contracts… And give my Higher Self Full reign. I won’t be caught up in the “keeping up with the Joneses” of spirituality, where it’s a competition to get to ascension and you miss your whole path trying to show others how to find theirs. I wont be caught up in the “good vs. evil” of society any longer. I am Love. I will be love. I will live and let live. I will share my message, I will speak my truth, I will help those I’m led to help, and I will enjoy my Now.. in every moment. I won’t be pushed, by light or otherwise. I won’t be trapped, by ego or otherwise. I won’t be manipulated, by life or spirit. I Will and Am Living in my eternal Now, Now. It’s my time. This year coming, it will be for me. I stand in my Power, I claim this life for Me. I hope you ride along and learn something, or teach something. 👌I AM FREE, Completely, and utterly free.#UniverseConspiresInMyFavor

Tunnel vision is a real thing. Broaden your awareness. Stretch your perspective. Don’t get caught up in arguing, and get sidetracked from your goals. Anything that keeps you from seeing truths is a trap.

Leave that abusive situation

It’s 4am and I’m awake. Mostly bc I’ve had nightmares for two nights and couldn’t cope for a minute. I messaged a couple of my friends who are up, and I’ve done affirimations to remain calm in my dreams, and gain control.

In doing this, I discovered something fucking incredible. Listen, if you’re in an abusive situation, and you got kids, if you’re wanting out but can’t get out, walk away.. take your phone, your wallet, and when your kids get on the school bus in the morning, get on with them.. tell the bus driver it’s an emergency..

When you get to the school, I guarantee they get u help. In a dream I had just last night, I was escaping an abusive situation just like this.. it’s not out of the ordinary.. it’s perfect.. and I promise you’ll be safe!

Once that bus driver knows what’s up, they will help you! You have ppl to help, you just have to see it. Abuse is terrible, it’s bad for you, for your kids, for your animals, and no one I mean no one has the right to abuse you! I don’t care what you did. No one. Has. A. Right. To. Abuse. You!!!

Please, I beg you, copy and paste this! Spread it around. I’m having these dreams bc I’m so connected to the collective and there’s so many that still need saving. I won’t suffer nightmares with no outcome! Something good will come of this.

Leave. Leave that abusive situation. Leave that suppressive situation. Make your life yours. Quit living for your husband or wife, quit living for your job, or even your kids and embrace the fact that you, yes You deserve what you desire.

You’re NOT here to make others happy. You’re not here to be made to do the things that make you feel like a terrible being. You’re NOT HERE to be made to feel like you’re not good enough!

I’ll be the first to tell you you’re a GOD, a GODDESS! You deserve to be treated like you are love and light. You deserve to live your passion. You deserve to be HAPPY!!

You’re an amazing star, traveling through this life as a human, here to experience all you desire to experience. We’ve been abused, used, mistreated, abandoned, walked all over and it’s time to stand up!!!

Stop dealing with it!! No excuses!! Make the change TODAY that will end it!! PUT YOUR FAITH in GOD that he has your back! Call it GOD, THE UNIVERSE, SOURCE however you want to put it. IT has YOUR Back!! Embrace the miracles that could be yours if you simply loved yourself enough to stand in your power and demand the respect you deserve!!!

Oneness and Meditation

To the woman, lost in pain, suffering and confused, barely making it for her kids, I am Your Sister. To the man, walking in guilt, knowing his wrongs, and hurting as he goes, I am your Sister. To the teenager, bullying the kids at school, because of the home life you live, I am your Sister. To the preacher, putting fear in the hearts of millions, I am your Sister. The Colonel Fighting the wars of earth, I am your Sister. To the president, to the prostitutes, to the addicts and to the poor, I am Your Sister. To the liars, thieves, and manipulators, I am your Sister. We each have path, your deeds don’t make your worth. You are worthy of love, of a friend. You are worthy of healing, and I am your Sister.

There’s a direct reflection in your spiritual relationships and your physical, or biological relationships. If you find it hard to connect with people you’ll find it hard to connect with spirit.

I woke to a message asking me how to connect to your spirit guides. It’s as simple as saying, I invite my spirit guides to assist me in my daily life.

But you can’t leave it there. It’s like church, ritualistic, habit. You have to work at it, practice, it doesn’t come easily at first.

Most people seek clear cut, perfect visions of what they are asking. But there’s so much more to it than just “seeing”… You have to See.

Most signs that you’re doing right, are getting the help you need, or are making the right choices are your blessings. You’ll find some money when you needed it or you will get a job opportunity will come about.

✨ Synchronicity
✨ Angel numbers, repeating 222, 333, etc
✨ You’re getting what you need and are thankful
✨ You see other signs, such as feathers, angels in the clouds, get chills, see golden dots or flakes around you…
✨ A general love for life, positive energy, and feeling of love.

Then there are signs your on the out and out on your path. Karma seems to be kicking your ass.. you can’t find the blessings in the lessons because you can’t see past how your emotions are making you feel, you feel alone, like no one cares. The darkness seems like a never ending battle. I’ve been here, stuck in a downward spiral. 🖤

So, ☝️☝️ If you’re on this path, and you’re wanting to establish your relationships with your guides, things you should consider:

❤️ How can you make your perspective shift to see the blessings?
❤️ How can you find the silver lining and grasp that energy?
❤️ How can I change my own personality to better suit my wishes and desires?
❤️ What things do I need to work on in myself in order to attract the relationships I desire?

This should not keep you from inviting your guides to help you, this is how you begin.. but you have to continue working, and growing, and changing for the better if you’re looking to have a relationship with your guides that is beneficial to your soul.

Mediation. Let’s talk about it.

It’s alot easier than you think, if you haven’t done it. And if you have done it with no luck, guess what.. try try try again. It’s not that hard.

I have learned to meditate through guided meditations on youtube. They already begin with focusing on the breath and say that if you find your mind wandering, just come back to your breath. The more times you do this, the more you’re training your brain to meditate.

Meditation brings about growth spiritually, balance in all your energy fields and physical body. It brings about healing, connection to your gifts, and connection to your guides.

These are the times of the mass meditation for 12/21.

Please join us in sending love and healing to all the planet; animals, plants, humans, the water. Light 1 white candle if possible, and call on the angels to heal the planet.

Your heart chakras color is green. This is the most hidden in front of your eyes problem with your world. You celebrate Valentine’s Day and associate red with your heart, when red is the color of the root chakra. This one key can open your door to your heart.
Image a beautiful green swirling light shooting straight into your heart from the cosmos. This light comes from your source energy, the Love that created all of you.
See this green Light fill your heart, and spread out into the rest of your body. See each cell of your body filled with this magnificent green loving energy. Repeat after me: I love each cell of my body. I love my eyes, they have given me beautiful gifts in this life. I love my hands. They have given me so much Stability and strength in this life. I love my legs. They have supported me. I love my feet. They have taken me wonderful places. I love my heart. It has loved me and blessed me through this life. I am filled with love. Unconditional Love. For myself and all that I AM.

Now, see that heart of yours, glowing and spinning with that beautiful glowing green love, and watch as it spreads it’s energy all across gaia.. all through the trees, and deep I to the crystalline structure underneath. Your earth is encrusted with layers of solid crystal that has been covered for too long with dirt and rock. This crystal is the foundation of Earth. It’s love. We will revive her love. See the green energy flowing all through all the darkest places of earth now. All the slums, and alley ways.. all the valleys and dark forests. Allow this green loving energy to flow through … All of you, every human, see the energy flowing into the hearts of the homeless, the sick, the ones in prison, send love to those you know and those you don’t. See this green love filling the hearts and minds of those who hate you, and those who love you.
Finally see this green energy flowing all around the earth, out into space.. send this energy out into the other planets and beings around you. Send this energy back to source in gratitude for all you have and will have.

Need some help?

Instructions for those who did not understand where they ended up at birth
1. You will receive 7 different bodies and a sleeping consciousness – you will need to constantly awaken, develop and improve them. Perceive calmly that you will be simultaneously in different dimensions, and the whole world will be inside you.

2. You will have to attend a school called Life on Planet Earth. Every person and every event is your Universal Teacher.

3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Failure is an integral part of success. There are no victims – only students and teachers.

4. The lesson will be repeated in a variety of forms until it is fully learned. If you don’t learn the easy lessons – they will become more difficult, when you learn – you will move on to the next lesson.

5. External problems are an accurate reflection of your inner state. If you change your inner world, the outer world will also change for you.

6. Pain is the way the universe uses to get your attention – something is wrong.

7. The world is diverse. Rejection of oneself and others “as is” is the basis of negative emotions that destroy the body.

8. You will understand that the lesson is learned when your behavior and attitude towards everything changes. Wisdom is gained through practice. A little bit of something is better than a lot of nothing.

9. There is no place better than “here”. “There” is no better than “here.” When your “there” becomes “here”, you will get another “there”, which again will seem better than “here”. Appreciate what you have now.

10. Others are just your reflection. You cannot love or hate what is in others if it does not reflect your own qualities.

11. Life makes a frame, but you paint a picture. If you don’t take responsibility for the painting, others will write it for you.

12. All answers are in you. You know more than the books say. And all you have to do is look inward, listen to yourself and trust yourself.

13. Look for your destiny, realize yourself as much as possible in it and surrender yourself to it completely. It can change throughout life. Constantly learn something new and don’t be afraid to start all over again.

14. Most likely you will forget about it.

15. You can always remember this instruction if you want …

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By taking accountability, you open doorways to your blessings. I’m going to use my sister as an example.. I love you and you’re doing great on your journey, so don’t get upset. Truth is truth. ❤️😍

My sister was mean growing up, straight up abused me alot. The other day, I was doing my own healing through meditation and I messaged her after. I realized that I had never told her how she made me feel all those years ago. I felt the need to, I felt she needed to hear what I had to say. She didn’t write me back that day, but did yesterday.

She had some people fill her house up with food, and new things she badly needed. Pondering, and knowing my experiences, I asked, “Did you take accountability for what I sent you the other day? “.. meaning did she acknowledge her own behavior and make a decision to stop that, or change, or just in general, was she sorry?

Not to my surprise, yes, yes she had. She opened up, she allowed that pain to come up, she might have shed some tears.. but she made a choice in that moment, to be better. And she was extremely blessed very soon after.

I’m telling you this, not to make my sister feel bad. If you knew our relationship, our past, and what I’m talking about in general, you would be thrilled for her. This is the first step to a grand journey.

A little backstory, my sister was never honest growing up, not even with herself. She would steal my stuff, lie about it when I asked. She would fight me at bus stops while we waited for school, knowing I wouldnt fight back. She even cut my hair off at 4 years old, I was 3. She grew up, and things were harder for her in this life… Somehow I was always happy or ok when she wasnt. At a young age she was introduced to drugs and they took over her. She’s clean. Has been for awhile after almost 20 years of struggling with that. I’m extremely proud of you.

Back to what I was talking about at the beginning of this post. You have to take accountability for what you do in this life, no matter the situation. The only thing you can control is your own response, and actions. When your actions reflect nothing but pure intentions, the universe will show you miracles. Live from the heart.

Sitting here thinking, and this year has been the most terribly incredible thunderstorm of love and pain. The last six months have brought so many lessons and so many blessings that I have to actually try to remember the hard times. I’m honoured to have reached this type of healing.

I get asked alot how did I get to this point?

Self love! I stood up and said no more, I wouldn’t take the hate spit at me, I wouldn’t submit my daughter to it. We hadn’t been in that situation too long, but the months prior to Arizona were less than fantastic.

Self Love. Self Knowledge. Self Awareness. Do you know your worth? Do you know what you are? Science has proven it, a fractal of God/Source/Light.

Wouldn’t it make sense that it you are a piece of God then, that you could shape and shift things to your desire? Well actually, yes. The law of attraction.

So then, if you know what you are and what you’re capable of, how do you get past the programming you obtained through years and years of lives on this planet so that you can begin to use your magick to your advantage?

You feel. You quit hiding from those emotions you push aside everything they surface. Molested as a child? Feel the pain, forgive that inner child within you. Abused and neglected? Feel it. It’s ok… This is how you heal. You can’t heal what you cant feel.. this is why it’s important to pay attention to your triggers. Everyone gets upset at one point or another. What upsets you? Why? Where does it come from? Be honest.. don’t lie to yourself anymore. When you have that feeling, that emotion, that pain in your head, you’ve thought about it and figured it out, take your hand and wipe it back from your forehead to the back of your neck, literally wiping the pain away. Can figure out where it’s coming from, get a pendulum, get a deck of cards… Can’t use them? Learn.. how important is your healing? How important is your peace? Is it worth working for?

Solitude. Be alone and be happy with yourself. If you can’t make yourself happy, no one else can make you happy, and you can make no one else happy. Happiness comes from within, it comes from love and joy. You have all you need within you, all the answers. Be alone and find them. Mediation! Is key!

We each have our own path, your mission, your objective here may be very different than most. I chose my path, and it’s worked well for me. So the things I share with you are based off my reality, my healing, my experiences, and my Love. So if it resonates that is wonderful..

My mission is to bring you peace. When I can make it through everything standing tall, and hold my head high through the criticsm, I have reached my goals. I want to be able to feel my emotions, but not have them control me. I want to be able to have you do the same because I know how much it helps me. 🙏


Let’s reset. Let’s reset our money system, our ecosystems, let’s reset our oceans and air!

Let’s reset the school systems to teach the youth and children about love. Let’s shape a new life that embraces equality and Unconditional Love in each heart.

Let’s reset our human dna and eliminate the negative. Let’s get the matrix out of our lives. Let’s make this earth beautiful and worth living on. Let’s reset and break free from this prison.

Learning lessons.. This is how we make changes. 2020 held a lot of lessons for me.


I’m going to run down a list of lessons I learned this year!

I challenge you to do the same in the comments!!

1. I learned I have the Right to remain silent,
2. But I have an obligation to speak up, when something is morally wrong.
3. I learned that the reason we feel so connected to our “twin flames” or those sent to help us learn a lesson, is because we have been in contact with these souls prior to this life. This might seem like an odd lesson to put on here but it brings light to
4. standing in my power and
5. refusing to allow abuse around my family or me.
6. I learned that the human spirit needs space to grow..
7. I learned that my fight or flight trigger needed healing.. and I’m working on it still.
8. I learned that no matter how much you try, how much magick you do, no amount of love will Heal anyone. They have to choose to heal themselves. We cannot interfere with free will.
9. Which is why love spells never work or last.
10. I’ve learned that life gives you what you believe you deserve,
11. And that I’m Worthy of love, and peace.
12. I’ve learned that alcohol can be detrimental to a human … And it’s not meant for great amounts of consumption. This lowers our vibe and keeps us from growing.
13. I learned that humanity is blinded to their actions and the effect their actions have on others. This is why we see so much pain in our world.
14. I learned what true love is and what it isn’t.
15. I learned who I am and what I will and what I will not stand for.
16. I learned to be strong.
17. I learned that I am a Goddess, and I am powerful.
18. I learned how to control myself, my emotions, my energy, and my fear.
19. I learned what my purpose in life is.
20. I learned that when we lose something, something greater comes along.
21. I’ve learned to have faith in those stars … They truly do have our back.
22. I learned that you can forgive, and heal, and be at peace and change … All of these things are very possible if you only want it enough to try.
23. I learned the secret to life, is experience.
24. I learned how to spot a toxic situation.
25. I learned I was strong in the spirit world.. my spirit connection is very good. I’m a great medium. I knew I could be last year, but this year I learned who I truly am.
26. I learned alot about mothering that I didn’t know before.
27. I learned to be patient.
28. I learned to allow my emotions to release so I could heal.
29. I learned to meditate.
30. I learned alot about psychedelics.
31. I learned I’m psychic.
32. I learned the value of morals and values in our core… These determine your life.
33. I learned that without struggle, there isn’t growth,
34. We have to learn Compassion through suffering, mostly because we are stubborn as humans.
35. I learned that life is a mirror, and someones opinion of me is a reflection of them.
36. I learned that without healing, there’s no peace.

My point in this post is… What did you learn??

Have your grown?

Did you take advantage??? Of the time you had ?? After wishing you had more time most of your adulthood?

Let’s here your take on this year in the comments!!


What is normal? A setting on the dryer? A conditioned belief, an accepted idea.

The news.
Nice cars.
School systems.

And much much more have been literally drilled into your dna your entire life. You expect this to be normal. So many more people have grown up believing what they had was normal, and turned out to be way worse than normal. Unfortunately, these behaviors condition themselves as well.

If you had a chance to change everything, down to how you eat your food, and your beliefs about most anything, if you had no conditioning and your mind was free to wonder.. what you make your life into?

With a new slate, you could change your eating habits, career, money flow, emotional pain…

If you were handed a paint brush, and told.. “what would you like your life to look like?”, What would you paint?


Mental Health and Affirmations

With the history I have had in this life, I found affirmations essential in my peace and healing. I began in April of 2019 repeating daily, that I was healed. I said it so often I began believing it. I also avoided words that I had laid claim to before. Like… PTSD. I quit saying I had it. I quit feeding it energy. And here I am, two years later without flashbacks and without meds.

I was in the mental hospital 3 times for depression and suicidal thoughts. I even began cutting myself. I needed help, so I learned and listened to my spiritual friends. They guided me on the right path.

I now have a collection of affirmations that declare different and important things for us humans. I will copy them below. Feel free to copy, share, save… anything I write.

These words are magick and should be spread worldwide.

🌒🌕🌘 Repeat After Me 🌒🌕🌘
I Stand in My Power.
I Demand the Respect I deserve.
I see Truth for what it is.
I recognize when I’m being Abused or Mistreated.
I change my situation to assist my growth and healing.
I remove myself from negative situations that hold me back.
I release any and all blocks keeping me from the things I desire.
My heart is pure and I am love and light.
The Angels watch over me and mine, and shed protective light over us.
I am eager for knowledge and change.
I am eager to learn and grow.
I ask my Spirit Guides to Show me the Way and to assist me in my growth and healing.
I am Ready. So Mote It Be.

☆♡☆Humbly, I ask thee☆♡☆
Grasp your FAITH
and ☆repeat after me☆
I am strong.
I am brave.
I am powerful.
I am in control of my energy.
I am in control of my emotions.
I am manifesting my dreams daily.
I am making possitive affirmations daily.
I am inviting my spirit guides to give me messages daily.

☆carry on☆
And sway the stars!



☆♡☆ Repeat after me ☆♡☆
Full Moon edition
I ask the full moon to release what no longer serves my highest good.
I ask the Full Moon Goddess to assist in this, and allow it to happen in the easiest ways possible.
I honor my voice by speaking my boundaries and standing in my power by refusing to allow abuse in my life.
I release any and all false beliefs about myself, my family, my job, my friends, my life.
I bring in self love, growth, abundance, and joy with the coming of this Moon.
I ask that the full moon bring me prosperity and peace.
I am grateful and thankful for all my blessings in this life, and those to come.

You can create your own affirmations, and your own way of healing. It should be individualized to suit you and your mind and body.

Sexual Healing.

I’ve worked hard on helping others heal. Between June and Dec, I can’t count the people I’ve read for, done magick for, and just plain made smile. I am excited that I’ve helped you all on this journey, but today I’m realising, there’s more I need to heal within.

This is a deep subject for me. And it takes a deeper strength to heal. Sexual healing is so important. If you have been raped, held against your will, or tormented sexually, you walk life different. I carry weapons everywhere I go. Some memeories, i cant explore just yet and I know it’s unhealthy.. but the pain is too much… The emotions, too much.. the fear, too much.

I wanted to, for so long, keep it all in, all the fears and pain. But it seems, my message may help someone else.

I was kidnapped at 22. I was held for 4 months, being beat and raped and made into a slave. I was tormented and forced to do things that made my mental situation lack anything of substance. I came out of that pregnant and I kept my baby. I had no choice, she would save my soul. I suffered ptsd for so long, even throwing myself out of bed and having to go to the hospital.

As a kid, at 3 I was molested by my mom’s bf, and at 7 in church by two men. I had a boyfriend who would force me, my first be to be exact. And my ex. He was by far the worst.

This 6 foot man, 375 pounds, would sit all his weight on me and rape me with dildos bigger than my arm. He would rape me anally, and he would hurt me emotionally while doing all this. He would say things that, I swore I would never repeat. This went on for about 9 months before I was able to get away.

Sexual healing is important. Sex is used to express our souls through connection with another, it’s magick, it’s beautiful. It’s used to manifest, and to create. It’s life when done with Intentions of great things.

After going through a life like this, I found myself extremely sexual. I wanted it all the time, night and day… I had been programmed.. for rape and forceful things. I had to heal that first.. and I’ve done just that. Fantasies related to what you have been through is normal. Your body gets used to what’s happening to it. Hormones are real. It’s ok to have thoughts you probably don’t like alot ..

Now comes the hard part.. feeling those fears, and those emotions that come up when I have certain thoughts of the nearest past. The fear, is truly what grips me. It makes me never want to be touched again. It makes me jump at the thought and it gives me anxiety.

But, I cannot let my sexual side stay hurt and suppressed. I cannot embrace all of me, if my sexuality is broken. I am my sexuality at its rawest form… I am my soul.. and it encompasses my sexuality. As are you. The universe is all.. good, bad, and ugly. If you wish to claim all your power, you must first heal all of you.

You wonder why you, what made you so different, what made them do you this way.. and it’s hard to imagine any good in humanity … This is something that’s rapid around the world.. and it’s needs to be healed in so many. I hope my words bring someone some hope …

The power of Crystals

Crystals are a wonderful way to assist in your healing, if you’re on that path. They carry the highest vibrational frequencies that we have physical access to, and they hold knowledge better than water. I like to meditate with my special Crystals surrounding my head. I use rose quartz, to help calm me; amethyst to assist in psychic protection; clear quartz to help program different healings. I love all the natural stones available to us.

Some are not so good for us because of how they are gathered. There’s still slavery all over, and a lot of it involves our crystal world. It’s been proven that third world countries harvest these stones at the hands of children. Be not greedy in your ventures, only use and take what is needed. Try to research and find out where your stones are coming from. They should be harvested in a positive way.

They are borrowed from the earth, they are meant to be respected. We do not own things in this life, we are all things. When you realise this you allow things to come and go freely. You know you will not lack.

If you lose one, it’s time for it to move on and help another. They have their own consciousness and they love attention. I try to always have my quartz ring on. There’s not a second, maybe when washing dishes, that it isn’t being worn. They assist in balance and control of emotions, they raise vibrations and assist in activating the third eye.

Set them around your house plants for a wonderful addition to the love the plant naturally gives off.

Crystal grids are a great way to do magick and healing. Research and find out what crystal you are drawn too, and how to do grids and you’ll be on the next step on your healing journey.

If the soul could reach out and take control, it would lead you to a place of beauty and grace. A place known to man, only by pictures and dreams, an artists rendition of the elemental tapestry painted across our sky. With every ounce of stardust, every swirl of colour, with all that could be… I see Me.-Tiffany PowellFeb 11, 2019

If you imagine for a moment, only 20% of our soul is actually encased in our biological body, leaving 80% outside and around us.. in our auric field. That takes “you’re in my bubble” to a whole new level.
10/21/2019 Tiffany Powell

I’ve just read a post and made a comment, that I blew myself away with. Sometimes I just channel things, especially when I’m reading cards, and I… do free writing. Where my fingers just kind of go…
So this friend of mine has been suffering today, and I’ve noticed alot of people on my page saying… ” my anxiety is terrible” or “I suffer with.. (insert illness here)”.
A very wise woman once changed my life with a tarot reading. One of the things she told me was that I needed to quit saying I was sick, or suffering at all. Because manifestation is a real thing. Yes, I went through traumatic experiences that caused some flashbacks and nightmares. But it only got worse when I told ppl I had PTSD or depression. When I talked about my anxiety all the time, I suffered daily.
So, that being said, and you can accept my advice or toss it to the wind, but try saying how great you feel, how successful you are, how loved you are and see the difference in your life. It has been …. about 6 or 7 months since that reading that changed my life. I took every word to heart and remember the conversation like it was yesterday. It’s taken those 6 or 7 months for the universe to clean up my life. Negativity has been depleted dramatically, like I wanted and positivity and love rule my world.
Words are spells, and thoughts are manifestations. Pay attention to your self talk and self thought… Be kind to yourself, manifest what you truly desire through your daily life.

Tiffany Powell

Affirmations Outline

✨👑😍👑✨  I came up with an outline for a set of Affirmations for the entire week, based on what you’re trying to bring into your life. You will want to get out your pen and paper for this.

Are you focusing on controlling your emotions? Healing? Wanting a better life? This isn’t an ad. It’s not a “click here for the info” ..

I’m about to help you make a better life for yourself. But you have to have faith, and do what I say to make it work. Manifesting a better life doesn’t come from just thinking.. or intentions. You have to act. You have to make a plan and stick to it.

Each day is based off what that day of the week can bring you easiest. So on Monday it’s the beginning of the week.. You’re getting ready for the week. Take time to set appointments, make important changes go into effect on this day, start new habits on this day. So you basically write out your own, and put them up on your wall, mirror, or somewhere to u will see them easily daily..

👑🔮✨🔮👑.                            ✨👑🔮👑✨

Monday Affirmations
~ Getting the week started off right, setting appointments, making goals for the week.
~ Declaring the weekly and daily mood.
~ Gratefulness
~ Personal Manifesting/healing

Tuesday Affirmations
~ Energized and Allert
~ Eating Habits, exercising, meditation
~ Honouring
~ Personal Manifesting/healing

Wednesday Affirmations
~ Encouragement
~ Sunlight, healthy journaling, moon gazing
~ Thankfulness
~ Personal Manifesting/healing

Thursday Affirmations
~ Learning, knowledge, wisdom
~ Accountability
~ Gratefulness
~ Personal Manifesting/healing

Friday Affirmations
~ Time away from everyone, self love
~ Rewards for hard days worked
~ Last minute organizing for next week
~ Personal healing

Saturday Affirmations
~ Honouring Self, Gods and Goddesses, Spirit and Ancestors
~ Gratefulness, showing thanks for blessings

Sunday Affirmations
~ Honouring The Holy Light/Angelic Realm, Dragons and higher self, oneness, humble
~ Sacred Meditations and Learning
~ Personal, spiritual Manifesting.

Each day there should be an Affirmation about being grateful and thankful for all that you have. This is important to your blessings. Can’t count your blessings? I can help. The water you drink, the air you breath, the life you chose to live right here right now. Your bed, home, shelter, car, music, food… The list goes on and on.

Sending Love

Imagine a big, beautiful field, full of beautiful flowers, your favorite! What kind are they? Are they big and gorgeous? Do they smell amazing? You look up and see the tree line in the distance, and see the magnificent oak trees encircling this magickal flower field.

You see the sun setting, and smell a fire not to far from where you are. You turn at the sound of your name being called, and see a group of people surrounding this bon fire. You walk over, and as you do you feel the energy of those who are in front of you. How do they feel? Do you feel the love they have for you? Each and every one loves you dearly!

You look closely and see that they each have the most beautiful green heart 💚 glowing with love and healing energy. Look at these people, do you recognize them? Are they friends, soul tribe? Guides? Who ever these people are, know that they know you.. they love you.

You walk to each one, and give them a big hug, and with each hug you feel your heart begin to beat lighter, and more intentionally. You begin to see your chest glowing green and full of love 💚. By the time you hug each person there, the moon is out, shining bright above you all.

You all grab hands, and your hearts shoot a beam of green energy into the center of the circle, and it accumulates as you all stand there. The ball of energy gets so big that it blasts apart and it floods the whole heart with love. 💚

❄️🎄 End Year Releasing Ritualistic Bath ❄️🤩

I like to use essential oils; tea tree, citrus, rose, lavender, eucalyptus, whatever makes your heart happy. Drop 10 to 15 drops in your bath water. I like my water nice and hot. ❤️🤩
You can add flowers, statues, or any other thing that makes your space special.

I use crystals that I know are good for me, amethyst, quartz, selenite, rose quartz, and jade. These help heal and ground me. I used 5 tea light candles as a representative of next year, and the incoming blessings of the number 5 it represents.

Put on some music that touches your soul, try not to make it too loud, this will over stimulate you.

I also partake in the herbal medicinals, so have this handy if you do.

I believe we do the best work on ourselves and in working our magick when we are in our rawest natural state, naked. When you are at your most vulnerable, you’re emotions are the rawest, and it brings a sacred ancient feel to your work. It took me awhile before I was taking ritual baths because of the ability (literally) to do so. They are the most enriching, healing, encouraging, inspiring form of self love. Make this your sacred space for just n hour.

After you’ve lit your candles and have your bath all set up, cozy down in the water and light your medicinal. As you inhale the smoke imagine you’re bringing in love from source, feel the Magick and transformation as you exhale all the past. Feel the water it soak into each cell of your body, filling your body will with all the nutrients and love you’ve put into it. Place your hand on your heart and say, “I release all the tears, heartbreaks, disappointments, and pain of this year. I release any doubts, fears, or uncertainties of the future. I take accountability for my life, my actions and my responses to this reality.”

If you do reiki, you can take this time to do send yourself some reiki.

Imagine the water pulling all the things you with to release out of each part of your body as you bathe. While your hands are moving over your body, think good thoughts about each part of your body. See source energy, golden healing energy flowing from your hands into your legs and arms, flowing all through you. This body has gotten you so far in this life, and it deserves pampering. Relax for a bit, take deep breathes, and imagine the year you want to have. See all the beautiful changes coming your way, focus on your future and your dreams.

Thank the Gods and Thank Jesus for these many blessing and this holiday season, Source for all the things we have and will have. Take time to honour your ancestors and speak to your guides. Ask your higher self to rule his year coming up and the ones after.

Then, the most important part of this Ritualistic Bath, place your hands over your heart again, and say these words, “I forgive you, I love you. This next year will be full of blessings, love, Self-love and joy. I accept all the miracles and blessings that the new year is bringing me, with respect and gratefulness.”

As you let the water out, watch all the things you’ve allowed to leave your being, flowing down the drain. Stand up, and stretch your hands high to the ceiling, and take a deep breathe, allowing the universe to conspire in your favor.

I took a second hit of my medicinal at this point. And then got dressed. I feel absolutely incredible! I suggest a bath like this before the end of the year! ❤️🤩🥰