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When you innerstand why all are the way they are- you don’t wish to see any thing bad happen to them. You don’t wish karma on them- and you don’t take pleasure in their pain. To know why, is a miracle and healing in itself. We have, each and everyone of us, been lied to,Continue reading “Why?”

What no one talks about. Why can’t you manifest everything you desire? And why can’t you just make it happen now? And when you do manifest- what about keeping that manifestation in really? Without losing it? What’s really going on? Your life- is determined by the steps you take daily- the decisions you make daily.Continue reading “Manifestings “whoa””

Sitting here, outside at 4 am. The bugs chirping and what not- I seek connection with Gaia, with my higher self. I’m surrounded by teaching energies and energies that tend to feel bittersweet. Reminding me of a time not so long ago- when I was in my head all the time. Self sabotaging to theContinue reading “Sols Connection”

Playing connect the dots. You ever do that? You’ll be trying to do something- washing the dishes and you start asking questions- then dots get connected? I’m draw to share certain messages with whom ever happens to find them – so here goes. Deep breathe- this is deep dealing for me as well, please bareContinue reading “Love and Darkness”

Interested in knowing why you and your “twin” have had this experience in this life? I listened to this meditation, outside Under a tree. It changed my life. Make the intention that you experience the past lives you and this other person may have shared prior to this life. Use headphones for the best experience.Continue reading “Past life mediations”

Oooo I love the topic of manifesting! You can’t believe you’ll get what you want- you have to KNOW. If you doubt it, question it, wonder when you’ll get it- you’ll have to start over. Manifesting successfully is simply aligning to universe for your personal desires. We are supposed to be able to manifest onContinue reading “Manifest Your Desires”

These last few days are bringing up the worst of the worst traumatic memories for me. And also some bad triggers. I find I’m still extremely terrified of certain things- and the defense acts out as anger. I’m not ok energetically right now. When I was 22 I drove my car a few towns over-Continue reading “Painful memories”

It started two years ago- some might say- my deep awakening. But my true illusionary awakening was in 2014. This is when I learned of the world we truly live in and the lies held in the false truths of the news and media- the conditioning of the world- the lies of history. It wasContinue reading “Remembering”

It was March of 2014. A plane went missing over Malaysia. Y’all remember? It just happened I worked at sonic with a J. Smith, conspiracy theorist; my manager. This man would set me on my awakening journey. He told all of us about the conspiracies around the news stories and why the plane went missing.Continue reading “Awakening”

After being held against my will for 4 months and carrying my abusers child, I suffered terrible ptsd. It was years before I knew what the problem was. By the time I found out I had abused my child, as projection of my own pain. She had suffered because I was emotionally unavailable for her.Continue reading “12 years strong”

This was Easter 2017. Before I would ever see those walls of the mental ward at the hospital in Monroe, before I knew why I was so angry all the time. Before I knew I had experienced trauma so bad that it effected my daily life (ptsd). It was before my dabbling with magick, andContinue reading “I swear to god I love myself”

Freedom is my main concern, and yours is being manipulated to the finest degree. I came here, from another time and another place to remind you there’s a rebel in your blood. One who wouldn’t dare let another take anything much less your FREEDOM. A simple reminder, important still, to remember the past and whoContinue reading “Will you arise?”

I’m sitting here, high on pain meds when I hate the things. Two weeks ago I found out I was pregnant. I was excited, and beyond myself with love for the universe. I had a miscarriage in May of 2018, and I had visions of my son. I was shown by the divine that IContinue reading “Lately it’s been bad…”

June 2 2020 I was beaten. I was thrown, literally around the house, my body flying through the air more than once. This went on for 7 hours, and finally ended with 8 cops with AKs. This was not the only time that he hit me, it was the day it stopped. This day, IContinue reading “Leave”

As a little child my mom would leave me randomly for long periods of time, often with people I was not comfortable around. I remember when I was 5 spending the summer cleaning someone else’s home while my mom was idk where. These spurts of abandonment effected me very deeply as a small kid. IContinue reading “Inner Child”

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🌬🌲 The beauty of the morning has me in awe. I sat under the trees and heard the birds singing as I watched the sky change from Dark to Bright. The colors of the sky mesmerize me. I sat there, repeating affirmations and making intentions as I planted my feet to the ground … IContinue reading “A BEAUTIFUL SUNRISE”

When I thank the universe it’s funny because it ends up being that I’m thanking myself. To know that I am all, and that I thank the universe for the blessings in my life, I’m actually thanking myself for the hard work that I put in right? So if I am all and all ofContinue reading “Divine Truth”

My daughter said some words to me this morning that touched my soul. It was freezing, and she had watched me cry over the pain in my neck… I was so uncomfortable but still playing with her, and making her smile.. She said, “Mama, thank you for all you have done for me.” Tears… IContinue reading “❤😭🥺”

Meditation is alot easier than most people would care to admit. Visualization isn’t hard, it’s natural, burned into us. It’s how we work all the time. When you close your eyes and you’re told to visualize something, you may no see anything with your two physical eye balls. Sometimes, some people do say they seeContinue reading “Meditation”