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This spiritual journey never ceases to amaze me. Here I lay, congested, hot, my entire body aching: yet I’m processing inner child conditioning and releasing traumas around my gypsie lifestyle. Before I talk about that- I want to offer you a homemade remedy for illness, including Covid- I take oranges, lemons, limes, grapefruits- I guessContinue reading “Covid Pains 🧐”

These last couple of months have taken me far from home. They have also taken me deep within myself- and a lot has changed. This is my life though- an ever evolving- ever growing journey of ascension. I adore this path- let’s get that clear first. Last September I took it upon myself to faceContinue reading “Hectic Journeys”

The man I called Father. He was so abused as a child that his grandma had him taking Valium at 5 years old. I was told his mother was abusive to the point of putting shitty diapers in his face. Makes me wonder what she went through. There’s only few memories of this man inContinue reading “The man I called father.”

Our dreams are very important in our spiritual journey. I find mine are more vivid and clear when I’m sleeping in an empty stomach- and not using too much THC. This morning- just before waking I saw these beautiful plants- dancing their way through photosynthesis- and I saw smaller ones and bigger ones. The energyContinue reading “Beautiful Dreams”

I am my Mother, in all her grace. A healer, and charmer, she carried her broken heart as well as she could. So proud to be her, so much power in her words. I am my Mother. I am my Father, his musical soul, a guitar on my knee and a song in my heart.Continue reading “I am”

While I explain what these are- innerstand we are surrounded by reflections of self. Each person around you is a reflection of the inner self you have yet to acknowledge and heal. I myself have seen my abusive self- and am aware that I can be that way. I choose better and no it’s notContinue reading “What Manipulation Looks Like”

Today- two years ago my mother passed. The energies are decent right now and I’m not crying. I feel an odd peace about today- where I should be upset and still grieving. I grieve daily- in my own way. I honor my mother in all she did and didn’t do- as part of keeping herContinue reading “My Mom Was Hurt”

Sept 26 began the last stretch of Mercury’s cruel magick. We are the words “Mercury Retrograde” and most of us cringe with worry and dread. Mercury Retrograde isn’t an enemy- or cruel joke. It’s the planets moving to see if you’re ready to let go and move on to the next journey. If you speakContinue reading “Mercury What!?”

When you innerstand why all are the way they are- you don’t wish to see any thing bad happen to them. You don’t wish karma on them- and you don’t take pleasure in their pain. To know why, is a miracle and healing in itself. We have, each and everyone of us, been lied to,Continue reading “Why?”

What no one talks about. Why can’t you manifest everything you desire? And why can’t you just make it happen now? And when you do manifest- what about keeping that manifestation in really? Without losing it? What’s really going on? Your life- is determined by the steps you take daily- the decisions you make daily.Continue reading “Manifestings “whoa””

Sitting here, outside at 4 am. The bugs chirping and what not- I seek connection with Gaia, with my higher self. I’m surrounded by teaching energies and energies that tend to feel bittersweet. Reminding me of a time not so long ago- when I was in my head all the time. Self sabotaging to theContinue reading “Sols Connection”

Playing connect the dots. You ever do that? You’ll be trying to do something- washing the dishes and you start asking questions- then dots get connected? I’m draw to share certain messages with whom ever happens to find them – so here goes. Deep breathe- this is deep dealing for me as well, please bareContinue reading “Love and Darkness”

Interested in knowing why you and your “twin” have had this experience in this life? I listened to this meditation, outside Under a tree. It changed my life. Make the intention that you experience the past lives you and this other person may have shared prior to this life. Use headphones for the best experience.Continue reading “Past life mediations”

Oooo I love the topic of manifesting! You can’t believe you’ll get what you want- you have to KNOW. If you doubt it, question it, wonder when you’ll get it- you’ll have to start over. Manifesting successfully is simply aligning to universe for your personal desires. We are supposed to be able to manifest onContinue reading “Manifest Your Desires”

These last few days are bringing up the worst of the worst traumatic memories for me. And also some bad triggers. I find I’m still extremely terrified of certain things- and the defense acts out as anger. I’m not ok energetically right now. When I was 22 I drove my car a few towns over-Continue reading “Painful memories”

It started two years ago- some might say- my deep awakening. But my true illusionary awakening was in 2014. This is when I learned of the world we truly live in and the lies held in the false truths of the news and media- the conditioning of the world- the lies of history. It wasContinue reading “Remembering”

It was March of 2014. A plane went missing over Malaysia. Y’all remember? It just happened I worked at sonic with a J. Smith, conspiracy theorist; my manager. This man would set me on my awakening journey. He told all of us about the conspiracies around the news stories and why the plane went missing.Continue reading “Awakening”

After being held against my will for 4 months and carrying my abusers child, I suffered terrible ptsd. It was years before I knew what the problem was. By the time I found out I had abused my child, as projection of my own pain. She had suffered because I was emotionally unavailable for her.Continue reading “12 years strong”

This was Easter 2017. Before I would ever see those walls of the mental ward at the hospital in Monroe, before I knew why I was so angry all the time. Before I knew I had experienced trauma so bad that it effected my daily life (ptsd). It was before my dabbling with magick, andContinue reading “I swear to god I love myself”

Freedom is my main concern, and yours is being manipulated to the finest degree. I came here, from another time and another place to remind you there’s a rebel in your blood. One who wouldn’t dare let another take anything much less your FREEDOM. A simple reminder, important still, to remember the past and whoContinue reading “Will you arise?”